Bye

am finally letting you go just like what you always wanted:)
i'm really happy for you and to your new gf <3 believe me am truly am happy <3

di na kita kukulitin

ayoko na
baka lalo pang lumayo loob mo saakin.tama na:)

tinanggal mo ung alternate name mo

kasi tinanggal ko ung alternate name ko?sorry ha?
pero alam mo,mahal na mahal talaga kita.ung picture ko na nakalagay "ilovejake" di mo nagustuhan no?
oo alam ko di mo na ako mahal:)

Dear Jake,

matagal ko nanaman tanggap na wala na tayo kaso lang di kita mapakawalan eh
sobrang mahal kasi kita.pero dapat isipin ko rin yung nararamdaman mo hindi yung feelings ko lng ang lagi kong iniisip.sorry ha?wag kang magaalala di na kita bubulabugin pa.lalo na sa fb kaya dont worry.unti-unti na rin nag ffade ang nararamdaman ko sayo:) somehow,natutunan ko ng mawala yung feelings ko para sayo kasi mas better yun ryt? :D

okay fine.I give up

i will always love you

and nothing more

i feel like a stupid-dumbass-pathetic looser

cause until now...i still love him though it hurts.
sometimes,he makes me feel so special.sometimes he makes me feel like am just nothing.
like am just his ex and nothing more.

he has found a new one

when i saw that my heart skipped a beat.and i dont know what to do.
i feel happy cause he has found a new lover but there's still tears running down from my eyes to my cheeks.
and i felt numb :<
urgh! why am i like this?
and the song "marry your daughter" is stuck in my head T.T

mahal na mahal na mahal ko sia.

at di ko alam kung bakit.
sana di nlng ako na-inlove ng sobra skanya para di ako ngkaka ganto or more better is sana matuloy ung uwi namin sa august para naman ma surprise ko sia<3<3


sobrang na sasabik na akong makita sia at mahagkan kaso siguro kung magkita kami ngayon,baka di nia ako pansinin.
sia lng talaga ang kailangan ko eh.parang nakaka-matay pag wala sia.

it's been so long since i posted here.

i forgot about my blogger account
urgh :/
but its okay cause i dont have followers and that's more like it :DD

we're over

yes we are:)
that was the day before yesterday.it's my fault.really.
and he seems so bitter now.he doesnt love me anymore that's why...
everything changed cause of my stupid decision but i still love him...i keep on telling myself that i should let him go but he's more happier the way we are now.HE DIDNT SEE WHAT I SAW.that broke my fragile heart.

missing him

now, i dont have someone to talk to about what happened in my day.
no more sweetness no more anything...

him

he's the most perfect part of my life.

early this morning

he greeted me good morning and did say iloveyou bebekow :""">
but i just read it just ryt now cause i didnt open my account awhile ago. :(

forget it

forget what i did post below this:))
cause he's being oh so sweet to me again :"">
 kv much??
ahe :""">
but am a lil bit disappointed bout the fact that he dont read my messages on fb cause its too many:))
but am not mad tho:)

maybe

just maybe. . .
he dont love me anymore
maybe he have a real life girlfriend in the philippines.
thats why. . .

what happened to boy that i love?

he completely changed . . .
he even want me to break up with him
he's not always online anymore.
we're not even talking for 2 months?

he's not even sweet anymore
he doesnt greet me in our monthsaries anymore
he's always mad at me
and now he always tell me how far we are in each other :(

okayy fine

ndi sia online :(
me mggwa ako??

lagi naman siang di na ng oonline
and heck!!
nakita ko prom pics nia at puro babae kasama nia
kamusta knaman nean dude??

grabeng selos ko lng
sabog na sabog eh no? :|

missing him

i miss him so much T.T
i miss everything :/

long distance relationship

at first I didnt mind the distance between me and him. its like i dont care even though its my first ldr and am not used to it.but i felt like i was just with him.

i always imagine that we're together.me leaning on his arms then he's gunna hug me tight.gunna wake up by his side.

we're real sweet to each other.i always get jealous to the girls around her and then he's gunna remind me that am his one and only love. 

he always tell me that he wanna see me even just one time and that'll be perfectly fine.but he need to wait four years to see,to hug,to kiss and to be with me.

i thought he can wait.but who wants to wait for a real long time?

if you truly love someone so much you will wait no matter how hard the situation is.you'll stay strong.you wont give up.but now he's giving up.

he told me that he really loves me so much but why would he leave me?? i know its hard for him but dont he ever think that its really hard for me too?? am making alot of ways just to go back and now he's giving up?? T-T

we're thousands miles away from each other.but i dont care.i dont wanna give him up yet.knowing that there's still hope and chance that we can be together.

i love him so much even though i just met him in cyber-world,even though i cant see him everyday,even though i cant be with him.

but in my daydreams me and him are always together and nothing can break us apart.i hope it'll be same in reality.

9th monthsary

its our monthsary today and he's not online :/
maybe he doesnt care anymore bout our monthsaries
but heck, he greeted me on valentines day :/
why not greet me today?? T.T

i truly love him

i want to post this in TAGALOG cause its more easy to express:)
kahapon(january 8,2011) ngkausap kmi.
sabi nia sobrang nahihirapan na daw sia.dahil nga long distance kmi.
naskatan ako nun kse lam ko na nahihirapan na tlga sia.sabi nia ni hindi nia malnang daw ako mahawakan T~T
kung andun daw ako sa pinas edi sana lagi nia pa daw akong napupuntahan.
sabi ko naman parang di rin kxe pampanga sia manila ako sia pampanga :/
pero sabi nia okay lng daw un kxe meron daw siang kamag anak dun sa manila kea okay lng daw.
gus2hin ko man tlga na mgpunta ng pinas kaso di naman payag sila mum&&papa kea no choice ako.
kelangan ko lng tlgang pagbutihin pg aaral ko d2 para sa sundin naman nla ung gus2 ko:)
kaya ko to!
para kay JAKE kakayanin ko to <3

cuteness overload

this is he's new primary on FB

isn't it so cute?? shitness! i wish am that girl who's pinching he's cheeks <3

awwww so f*cking cute really. i cant even take my eyes off in this picture <3 ^-^)/

i love him so much really <3 and he's forever mine <3_<3)/

ONLINE

he told me that he'll be online today but he didn't :<
i hope tomorrow that he'll be online
ohh please :D

waiting for him

and now am waiting for him :)
hope that he'll be online cause i have to log out immediately :<

the love of my life

this is jake gabriel the love of my life.
we met in facebook.a social networking site.
even though i havent met him in person,i know that he's the one:)
we've been bf&&gf for almost 7 months.
for me...
he's the most wonderful creature in the world :))
i dont know but i love every single bit details about him:)
he makes me oh so special.
and its really funny how i gave-up my bf just for him when we just met.
we just fell inlove to each other so deeply.
i havent even thought he'll love me:)
and am really blessed that am beloved by him :>

i didnt regret anything
for what i did for him :)

words cant ever express how much i love him:)
and you know what??i love his personality:)
he makes me laugh
he makes me smile
he makes me KV
he makes me happy
and sometimes he do make me cry.
he's real sweet.and sometimes he's moody :/
he doesnt like it when i sleep too late and whenever i skip meals :D
he gets angry whenever i do that.he sometimes get jealous but not that much really cause he always tells me that he trust me:)
and he's real cute when he's having a KV(kilig vibes- idk how to express it in english.its that feeling that you get when your extremely happy cause the one you like did something sweet to you)
he doesnt like it when i get jealous to the girls around her.
he makes me feel like am with him tho am not.
he values me :>
he always shows me that am not worthless.
although he's not here with me,in my heart he'll always be <3