maybe

just maybe. . .
he dont love me anymore
maybe he have a real life girlfriend in the philippines.
thats why. . .

what happened to boy that i love?

he completely changed . . .
he even want me to break up with him
he's not always online anymore.
we're not even talking for 2 months?

he's not even sweet anymore
he doesnt greet me in our monthsaries anymore
he's always mad at me
and now he always tell me how far we are in each other :(

okayy fine

ndi sia online :(
me mggwa ako??

lagi naman siang di na ng oonline
and heck!!
nakita ko prom pics nia at puro babae kasama nia
kamusta knaman nean dude??

grabeng selos ko lng
sabog na sabog eh no? :|

missing him

i miss him so much T.T
i miss everything :/

long distance relationship

at first I didnt mind the distance between me and him. its like i dont care even though its my first ldr and am not used to it.but i felt like i was just with him.

i always imagine that we're together.me leaning on his arms then he's gunna hug me tight.gunna wake up by his side.

we're real sweet to each other.i always get jealous to the girls around her and then he's gunna remind me that am his one and only love. 

he always tell me that he wanna see me even just one time and that'll be perfectly fine.but he need to wait four years to see,to hug,to kiss and to be with me.

i thought he can wait.but who wants to wait for a real long time?

if you truly love someone so much you will wait no matter how hard the situation is.you'll stay strong.you wont give up.but now he's giving up.

he told me that he really loves me so much but why would he leave me?? i know its hard for him but dont he ever think that its really hard for me too?? am making alot of ways just to go back and now he's giving up?? T-T

we're thousands miles away from each other.but i dont care.i dont wanna give him up yet.knowing that there's still hope and chance that we can be together.

i love him so much even though i just met him in cyber-world,even though i cant see him everyday,even though i cant be with him.

but in my daydreams me and him are always together and nothing can break us apart.i hope it'll be same in reality.

9th monthsary

its our monthsary today and he's not online :/
maybe he doesnt care anymore bout our monthsaries
but heck, he greeted me on valentines day :/
why not greet me today?? T.T